A very ordinary day at the shop. I need a bigger shop but cannot afford the bond at this time. We are struggling like hell financially speaking, but we have for the past 25yrs. My aim to set this shop up was to earn enough to make a wage and be self sufficient. We opened the doors 6 months ago. They say the first few years of a business is the hardest, no shit. Again, I have to be god dependant and rely on his judgements on whether I am to continue or not. They physical store has really taken a lot out of my healthwise. That is why I am hoping the on line business will take off.
Both hubby and son are not well so I hand them over to my higher power. I was reading a blog on what people thought was their understanding of god. Some referred to their scriptures of specific faiths. Myself I am not into religion, but a universal force that promotes my health, growth and well being. I was attending a support group for alcoholics for many years but have chosen not to go anymore. I found that there were some seriously dodgy people in them. Furthermore, I felt that I was getting nothing out of them and needed to continue to grow. I had in a sense out grown many of them. There were a lot of negative thoughts which I could do without. Also there were many many guilt trips if you didn't do this or that. I know it sounds selfish of me but my survival is of paramount here. I am really tired at the moment so I think I will leave it there for now.
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